Dreaming about You

Like when You close then open Your eyes. Something appears suddenly then disappears.

He comes back and he says he's sorry. The skilled hands that I missed carres My own. The apologetic eyes that look at me. The voice I want to hear. Tebderly telling Me not to cry. If I hold You in My arms, You disappears and the tears flow and My pillow becomes wet. At last I wake up from My sleep. Morning is always like this....
I hope I fall asleep forever like this. I wake up with His presence still..
Although I hope I don't dream again. Today too it seems I fall asleep with His presence.
He's smiling....It's really been to long. I've missed that expression.
He's My boy isn't He?
He's walking away, embracing another person. My chest feels like it's being crushed under a heavi weight.
I'm dreaming again, right?
Cold sweat runs down Me. It hurts to dream of thing I hate to even remember. I can't do anything all day long.
We'll spend time together, right Sayang?

everything is becoming cloudly, but His image is getting stronger. Like in yesterday's dream, today He comes to Me. Now I don't sleep alone.
If I could only see You again today, If I could do it again, If You came back again, If You slept by My side just once more, It it happened once again.... I wouldn't want to wake up.

Although I want to use My will.....to forget the memories on My mind. But Compared to My mind, My heart remembers You faster. L vove You, still love You until now...
Really Miss My Beloved Ferdy Kurniawan....